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Salut messieur-dames... comment ca va? I just feel like blogging... ain't feeling real good today. Perhaps its because i didn't sleep enough which is the main cause of having a real moody morning. Sorry to mon pere et ma mere! I'm just not in a very good mood to talk this morning! Shit, I sounded like depression. Maybe it's because i chat with Agnes last night for long and her depression is kinda influencing me. I feel like there's so much to worry about... things that are just tiny weenie! Or maybe it's hui's message that kinda make me really sad. Coz' i was telling them, i'm having NAFA next Jan and would probably enlist next June (asap ok). Then she just drop a message saying... "Hey jojo(my nick name).. just wanna tell u, the thot of you going to NS reali super saddening lehx.. dunno why .." that's her message, and a few days before my mum just out of a sudden mention about my NS thingy and she nearly cried ok. I have been very close to my mum since young and I'm always her main source of entertainment, grumbling, joking, talking and stuff. And if you are my constant reader every sunday, you would know i kinda wakie up early this few weeks and start making a habit to accompany my parents for breakfast. And i tell you, it's this little effort of waking up early which makes my mum happy ok! Shit, why are there tears welling up! I dunno, but i just feel a little better blurting out this things out in my blog to share with you guys! really. I dunno, i just need someone whom i can turn to, talk to...... but when reali happens, i'll go all silent...
Tori Amos "Silent All These Years"
Excuse me but can I be you for a while
My dog won't bite if you sit real still
I got the anti-Christ in the kitchen yellin' at me again
Yeah I can hear thatBeen saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say you know but nothing comes
Yes I know what you think of me- you never shut up
Yeah I can hear that
But what if I'm a mermaidin these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don't care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice and it's been here
Silent all these years
So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
What's so amazing about really deep thoughts
Boy you best pray that I bleed real soon
How's that thought for ya
My scream got lost in a paper cup
You think there's a heaven where some screams have gone
I got 25 bucks and a cracker, go you think it's enough
to get us there
Cause what if I'm a mermaidin these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don't care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
hear my voice and it's been here
Silent all these years
Years go by will I still be waiting
for somebody else to understand
Years go by if I'm stripped of my beauty
and the orange cloud raining in my head
Years go by will I choke on my tears
till finally there is nothing left
One more casualty
You know we're too easy easy easy
Well I love the way we communicate
Your eyes focus on my funny lip shade
Let's hear what you think of me now but baby don't look up
The sky is falling
Your mother shows up in a nasty dress
It's your turn now to stand where I stand
Everybody lookin' at you, here take a hold of my hand
Yeah I can hear them
But what if I'm a mermaidin these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don't care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
and it's been here
Silent all these years
I've been here
Silent all these years
Have a great week people! take care!
Tori Amos "Silent All These Years"
Excuse me but can I be you for a while
My dog won't bite if you sit real still
I got the anti-Christ in the kitchen yellin' at me again
Yeah I can hear thatBeen saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say you know but nothing comes
Yes I know what you think of me- you never shut up
Yeah I can hear that
But what if I'm a mermaidin these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don't care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice and it's been here
Silent all these years
So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
What's so amazing about really deep thoughts
Boy you best pray that I bleed real soon
How's that thought for ya
My scream got lost in a paper cup
You think there's a heaven where some screams have gone
I got 25 bucks and a cracker, go you think it's enough
to get us there
Cause what if I'm a mermaidin these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don't care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
hear my voice and it's been here
Silent all these years
Years go by will I still be waiting
for somebody else to understand
Years go by if I'm stripped of my beauty
and the orange cloud raining in my head
Years go by will I choke on my tears
till finally there is nothing left
One more casualty
You know we're too easy easy easy
Well I love the way we communicate
Your eyes focus on my funny lip shade
Let's hear what you think of me now but baby don't look up
The sky is falling
Your mother shows up in a nasty dress
It's your turn now to stand where I stand
Everybody lookin' at you, here take a hold of my hand
Yeah I can hear them
But what if I'm a mermaidin these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don't care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
and it's been here
Silent all these years
I've been here
Silent all these years
Have a great week people! take care!
